I saw Goddess Greed on youtube for the first time in a preview of the Punishment time’s clip.
Listening to her voice, her evil smile, her amazing blue eyes and seeing her touching her divine legs in pantyhose made me feel the need to view more.
I bought the clip and enjoyed it a lot.
I thought it would be a fast addiction which would end in some days as often, but I was wrong.
I kept buying more clips, feeling the need to see more and more.
My favourite is the Addiction 12 steps program, it helped me to understand what’s happening to me since some years and accept the submissive part of me.
It was as Goddess Greed knew me since long time.
I often wake up during night and think of her.
I buy her clips without thinking of anything.
I know that if you enter her world, you will go in a special trip.
Never try to resist, the addiction to Goddess will grow more and more and it will bring you back to her.
Just accept it, work hard to please her and you will live an amazing trip to the highway to pleasure.
Serving a Goddess is a life style, I don’t know if I can be a good pet, but I know my life will never be the same.

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She is so beautiful, so stunning, so picturesque, sitting there, like a vase of spring flowers covered with dew under an early morning sun, every color sharp and crisp, every leaf, every pedal flawless, perfect in every detail, the personification of the most elegant poetry; she is a priceless jewel, a treasure for my eyes, my pearl of great price; take the highest, most majestic mountain, the deepest, most mysterious abyss, the furthest, most impressive galaxy; none of these in all their glory equal the exquisite form of GoddessGreed;

she is more important than my wife, more important than my children, more important than my friends; she is my queen; no, she is not my queen; she is more, much more; she is my Goddess; to her I owe my heart, my mind, and my soul; she is my first love, my only love; she is the reason why I exist; when I rise in the morning my first thoughts are for her, visualizing her presence; I knell before her, burning, longing, to kiss her exquisite feet, her precious feet, her magnificent feet, with my unclean lips, my unworthy lips;

when I go to bed at night my final thoughts are for her, visualizing her refined face, her serious face, gazing down at me; I ask myself; would she be happy with me, –my actions, my thoughts, my intentions, did I do enough for her? – then smiling, realizing, tomorrow is another day; I will do better, because she deserves better; in-between morning and night, in-between rising up and lying down;

I toil hard at my jobs, two miserable jobs; but, I smile, working harder, working faster, working not with sadness, not with hopelessness, but with  joy; knowing there is purpose, a higher purpose; no longer am I working for the man; I am working for my Goddess, worshipping her with my tithes offerings, improving her life, making her happy, and that’s all that matters.  ’

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I am a new freak for Goddess Greed. I am young, with a good job, and lots of potential to meet beautiful women. Because Goddess commands it, I know longer look or even think of other women. All my thoughts and energy goes to Goddess. I have come to a realization that Goddess has taken full control over my life.

Goddess is very smart. You see when I first met Goddess, she knew everything I was doing on her site and by that had made a general assessment of me. Her first words describing our young relationship were “I think we are going to get along just fine”. I had told her I was a very obedient boy and that I was also serving another mistress which had strictly forbidden masturbation. It was a Sunday morning and I haven’t came since that Monday. She was happy that I found her website and said that my old mistress wasn’t doing her job by letting me stray. She also said that I needed to leave that mistress because I will now be serving her. She also said that the masturbation rule remains the same and definitely no cumming.

Goddess then turned on the cam and made me watch her stroke her legs while she texted her friends. She would pause for a moment in between the texts to make me give my money. Which is now Her money. Then had to prove to her how much money I had,which was not much at the time but I was due for a paycheck that Friday, I sent her a screen shot of my bank balance. I saw an evil smile in her face and she “give me all of it!”. I pleaded w/ her and told her I still needed to buy groceries for the week. Her response was “rice is cheap and water is free”. After some begging I then said “yes Goddess” and gave her the remaining balance in my account. Hoping to be allowed to cum she said I haven’t earned it yet and told me to go figure out how I’m going to survive the week without food. I was able to last what I still had in the fridge…

It’s been about 2-3 weeks and I have yet to cum for Goddess and have no idea when she will let me. I just keep recieving a stern “No!” whenever I ask. At least for now, I am allowed the stroke her cock for only a few seconds at a time. Before I spend money I consult with her. She decides what bills I pay and how the money is spent…and so far its been mostly on her. I will skip the cable bill this month and was only allowed a $50 grocery budget, when I usually spend about $100-$150, so that more money is available for her.
Although, this is exciting I know it is only the very beginning of my new life….

Then she somehow got me

Bigshot

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And finally the day came…. and I traveled to Goddess’ hometown to meet Her. I had woken up in the morning feeling like a nervous wreck, but already early in the morning Goddess texted me to see how I was doing, and calmed me down with Her words.

And then lunchtime came, and I got to meet Her. It was an amazing experience. To see Goddess in the flesh provides a new dimension to Her beauty and charm. I could literally feel the energy coming out from Her; it was electrifying. In addition, Goddess is a real Lady (and that was no surprise of course):

She behaved so graciously to me all the time. Goddess in person is classy, soft-spoken, witty, even more so as you can tell from chatting sessions. She was accompanied by a female friend, as She had told me. I had thought this could be a little awkward, but of course Goddess knew better.

Her friend is a very charming young Lady herself, and her presence did not make me uncomfortable at all, and I was pleased and honoured to be able to offer lunch to such charming Ladies. We had a very relaxed and enjoyable lunch, with a few drinks, and I enjoyed every second of it.

Then, by the time I left, Goddess, always true to Her word, allowed me to slip Her shoes from Her divine feet (She had another pair of shoes in Her car) and gave them to me as a present. They are here next to me as i write and I will cherish this present for ever. The difficult time came after Goddess left… my trip back to my hotel was almost two hours, and feeling Her shoes in my lap made me very impatient. Finally, once I got to my hotel, after what seemed an eternity to me, i had the most wonderful time with Goddess’ shoes…

I hope that Goddess will allow me to meet Her again in the future, and i am extremely grateful to Her for the opportunity She gave me today. kuk

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‘Goddess is granting me the great honour to meet Her in person this coming Friday. She asked me to write a devotional about this, which makes perfect sense… it is, indeed, a very special event and I should acknowledge Goddess’ generosity: She is going to devote some of Her precious time to…. me!!!! I am of course very grateful to Goddess for this, and very excited at the idea of being in Her presence.
However, I must admit that I find it hard to put my feelings in writing. So many thoughts battle in my mind, and my heart starts racing every time I think of my forthcoming meeting with Goddess. Yet, at the same time, I feel a strange calm; I am sure I will be tremendously nervous on the day, probably Goddess will get to meet a shaking, sweaty-palms little man, stuttering a bit on his first words (hope this doesn’t put Her off too much).
But that is for that day. Now, as I said, I feel serenity, and happiness. I am going to meet the Goddess I have served for a long time, and who has turned around my life in the last year, taking the driver’s seat and steering my actions and my decisions. Meeting Her is a dream come true, and the coronation of this period of my life. And, last but not least, I feel extremely proud of myself. I know that Goddess does not allow just anyone to come close to Her. I had to deserve this privilege through hard work and sacrifices. Devoting life to Goddess is extremely rewarding, but it comes at a cost. However, I have always felt it was worth it, and now this meeting comes as an incredibly valuable bonus.
Thank You Goddess. Thank You for allowing this to happen, this dream to come true.
Yours,
kuk’

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Goddess Greed ordered me to write about our first meeting. I am really surprised to be in this situation now, because some hours ago I didn’t expecct to be treatened like that. Like stepped into a hidden trap.

Before some days I bought some clips of her, including some of her blackmail clips. Today I had a moneyrequest on nightflirt from her and visited her site again. Reading in her journal where she wrote that she can see where someone lives, who was writing a comment there. I wrote that it is exiting to read something like this and goddess greed answered that she could see, it was not my first time on her page. she ordered me to read her contct page and follow the rules.

I dont know why, but I decided just to pay this “stupid tax request” on niteflirt. after writing with her and paying more money, she asked me for a yahoo-messenger contact. I told her something about me. About my interest in financial slavery and phantasies about blackmail. I told her that I am too afraid of something like that.
And she treated me with some comments about how she can see on which page from her I am at the moment. That scared me a little but was exiting, too. After more conversations and telling her about her beautifull clips she told me that she can exactly see which clips I bought.
My heart was beating fast and I told her that I am very afraid of being blackmailed now. She calmed me down, and told me that there is nothing to be afraid of and we talked further. Then she asked me to open an amazon.uk account for paying her.

While I was doing this she asked me how my heart feels now. I said that my heart stopped beating fast. Then she asked me what about now and wrote my first name … *heartbeating!*

I wanted to run away, didn’t know how. Was afraid, scared and exited. How could it be. She calmed me down a little again, but played with my feelings like being a rat in a cage. She knew exactly how to treat me doing what she wants. In the end I payed up a Greeting Card on amazon for her and felt like walking in a cage while she closed the door behind me.

I can’t believe it now, and have a strong feeling better not to be disobey her orders in future. I am glad that she was so fair to me to this point and hope not to give her reasons to be unfair in future.

Not knowing where I am now and how this could happen to me,
Herb

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I really miss Goddess these days. Since Goddess is not too well, the time She spends online is very limited, which makes me yearn for Her even more than usual. I wish She missed me I miss her… although somehow I am convinced that She is indeed a little bit sorry that She cannot spend more time teasing and tormenting Her little pets.

I see times like this as a chance to prove my love and my loyalty for Goddess. Though I thoroughly miss being abused online and mindfucked by Goddess, I have to be patient and wait for Her to come back. It won’t be that long anyway, I am sure. And although it would be easy to look for a “quick fix” with one of the many self-proclaimed money mistresses the Internet is full of, I will do no such thing. I am faithful and committed to Goddess; I belong to Her. No other mistress compares to Goddess anyway. They don’t even come close. So what I do is to keep watching Goddess’ clips, over and over. The extreme financial domination videos really strike a chord with me, and I cannot help fantasizing about it.
I already explained in a previous post how much I would like to be a captive in Goddess’ greedy hands… to be forced to work for Her, to hand in to Her all my money, and to live on the scraps She would be so kind as to throw back to me. Well, I thought that it would be thrilling to sign a Life Insurance policy with Her as the sole beneficiary. I think it would make my life much more interesting… to put my life in the hands of my Goddess.

Any simple gesture would become a real adrenaline rush… I would take Her out for drinks, leave Her alone one minute to go to the toilet, to come back and wonder if She might have spiked my drink, to get rid of me later together with Her lover, by pushing my car into a pond…
I would be forced to work really hard for Goddess… to be totally committed to Her, so it would be worth for Her to keep me alive. And I would know that every day of my life would be a present from Goddess.’

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Dear Goddess Greed

It all happened so innocently, so effortlessly that it was meant to be. One sight of her beauty on niteflirt, the provocative pose, the legs of a goddess, her flowing hair, she was the epitome of perfection and at that moment irresistible. All of my body became possessed by her beauty and drawn to contact her.  Goddess obliged in her firm yet gentle nature and took time to welcome me into her harem of willing devotees.  She is as beautiful and domineering on webcam as I had hoped.  I was in the presence of the perfect feminine form and I felt any ability to resist her charm and intelligence fall away.  I was now wrapped around her finger.

I feel a sense of calm to bask in her warm glow and serve her willingly.  I know that from now on all of my desires mean nothing and that only the desires and needs of my perfect Goddess are what matter.  Only through the fulfillment of her perfection can I ever be content.  I feel that my devotion to her dominant beauty, her sensual voice, and her brilliance will now be complete. Every fiber of my being, every thought from now on is of how to serve her. My life begins now, I cannot imagine what my life was like without her.
Brainteased

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Supreme Goddess Greed,

i was fortunate enough to download Your latest clips, namely: “Blackmailed at Christmas”, “Financially fucked in the new year”, and “Caged (extreme financial domination)”.

They were electrifying…. You, Supreme Goddess, really pushed the concept of financial domination and of slave’s submission to an extreme level. I could not help but watching them one after the other, my mouth half-opened, watering, while Your wonderful voice mesmerized me even more into submission.

I immediately felt that, by watching the clips, I had fallen into a trap. I could not help thinking, fantasizing, hoping, that my life would indeed be turned into the total submission to You that You, Goddess, describe so well in the clips.

I wish that I could indeed live, if not in a cage, maybe in a cellar, or locked in a small room by You. I could be set free by You in the morning, so I can go to work and earn money for You… My salary would be paid into Your bank account, and I would have to negotiate with You how much could be sufficient for my almost non-existing needs: a few clothes, the money for public transportation to work, a snack for lunch. For dinner, I would eat whatever scrap You might want to throw to me: the leftovers of Your delivered dinner, a doggy bag from the restaurant where You had dinner with a charming man, or some supermarket food straight from the can….

My only real need would be to be teased and tormented by You the way You do in Your clips. The sight of You, Goddess, so elegantly dressed… flaunting Your wonderful legs in sheer black pantyhose or stockings, offering me Your elegant black patent leather shoes to kiss and to lick… this is what I crave for, this is all I need. And it would be worth giving up everything else I have and own.

Unfortunately, this is only a fantasy. My real life is much less exciting than this. But at least Your clips can bring me nearer to this fantasy world every now and then. I cherish these moments, I can pretty much say that I live for them.

kuk

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I was recently honoured by Goddess with an entry in her journal about me and my recent tribute, and I am really grateful to Goddess for that. I was tributing Goddess regularly, and she had agreed that a weekly tribute of about £70/week would be appropriate, since, based on my not exceptional salary, I could not really push it higher than that.

Some weeks ago, during one of our delicious and stimulating chats, Goddess came up suddenly with “kuk, I have an idea….”. My heart skips a beat every time I read or hear that from Goddess…. I know that all Goddess’ ideas come at a price…

Goddess explained to me that She would be much happier in receiving a larger sum of money rather than a trickle of weekly tributes, and that I should take care of that. I do not have any savings to speak of, so Goddess told me that my best option was to take a loan at my bank. Which of course I did…

Initially, Goddess had thought of £ 3,000 as a suitable tribute, but it became quickly clear that I should strive harder, and a couple of weeks later, after I had negotiated the loan, £ 4,000 were transferred from my account to Goddess. I will repay the loan in about one year. My reward was priceless… to make Goddess happy. Not only did I make up to her for my past shortcomings, I feel that She now considers me among Her best slaves. And this makes me happy as well.

Goddess kindly made a personal video for me to acknowledge Her receiving the money. However, since I was feeling that I was back in Goddess’ good graces, I was brave enough to ask Goddess for two special treats: to give me, as a present, a couple of her worn high heeled shoes (this to be done the first time we meet in person) and to make another personal clip for me, in which She is wearing the shoes that She will give me. Goddess was kind and generous enough to accept my requests: I only needed to buy the shoes for Her, which I was happy to do. In addition, I also bought a pair of patterned tights for Her, just to make Her outfit perfect for my fetishes in the video She is going to make… just for me.

It is a fact that everything comes at a price, and, comes to think of it, to get two personal videos from Goddess, the possibility to meet Her and to receive as a present a pair of Her sexy shoes, well… all this is certainly worth £ 4,000.

Kuk

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